Look forward, move on, jus smile.

Wat i had been muddling tis days, jus a lil too much whereas im single & jobless.
Mind wants a love but heart doesnt seems to be ready despite been seeing the old foot tracks.
Falling in love is a lil way too fast, haven get to noe the partner alr gt lil upset for him. Funny huh?
Im jus always belief tt im nt the only gal he can consider on.
There must be plenty gals r much better than me.
I noe, dun have to make it sounds so nice.
Like me, i also cld consider on other guys too.
Thing is i jus fear of the guys now, hate too.
1st thing they like gals jus for the sake comes & goes only, once date once or twice, jus sex wit the gals.
Yes, we gals didnt rejected tt. Some r born to be bitch, can always hop to another's but some jus being slightly possesive, start to tail on the guy's movement.
I noe r/s dun happen 1st now, it's like sex 1st b4 r/s.

We humans jus likes to make mistakes.
Tt's imperfect is born on every1.

Alot of times, i wan to ask or tell to tis some1 but i jus cldnt pick the courage to. My heart jus sank further.
Im jus a unknown, i clearly noe tt which i dun tok much ab myself.
I jus used to bottle it up & let it kill me silently.
Who even noe? Noe tt I do actually wan to cry it out? No1...
I dun say i have any mishaps.
But my heart jus tired, lookin for some1 tt i cld lean on awhile.

It's been more than 3 mths....

Time flies. How r u?
It's been more than 3 mths alr.
U noe who m i referring. Tot our r/s only like 8mths, still often comes my mind.
Marv, Will did asked me ab u.
I ans tt we haven been contacted since then.
Noe-ing the wishes ur parents wan u settles ur studies, i jus think i shldnt bother u anymore.
Til the extend, i nv been rite, nv treat u as pirority.
Cos i seen myself cared my frens more than u.
They r impt to my life, u noe.
They loved me for who i m.
Im sorry tt i jus let it passed bcos of tis issues, often.

All i ever jus hope u r doin gd... Without me, yes.. I noe u will...
Find a gal who will nv be in my ways.
If u ever will, u noe u have my blessings.
For real.
Do tc & be positive. :)

How are you?

The finest sentence always ask ppl ard & ppl askin me. Im gd, my heart is still doin the same, movin on step by step. Realised a lot great mistakes i done. Im jus awfully shy person when u 1st c me but i can be chatative & funny if u noe me along the way. I wants to get a love, yes i hate to say tt i really selfish, always nd a rely. But i have to be on my own now to get better & become better.
Back 3 mths ago, he always told me i nv did change & understand y my ex saying such things at me. True enough, always stand by myself & think im rite when im nt, jus a petty stubborn immature kid.
Mature spells when we understand such situations & nt keep doin such things, yet i did nt. Nv changes at all. Still doin it to provoke ppl ard, think highly of myself, always being keepin all those negatively to impact ard.
I hate tis, im always nt myself when comes to thinking.
Being strong is jus another word, another self of how i manage to pull tis thru & put a tots for others. Im silly, stupid.

Im back wit my pics

Post Created Jul 22, 2011 11:13:12 PM

Do not breakdown now. I cant, at tis very moment. Bless him is wat i can now.

My last words on blog

不可以哭，今晚过后 要忘了他。 Congratualations, u jus made my heart breaks & feelings went dead on me.

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Y are you so CUTE? You lil fluffy jus make me smile!!